Unintended

Having a life that you need to be happy with because life is only once. Every tree that grows will finally come down when it is time. Every animals will come to an end to death and we as human are the same. Little that i was i felt the softness of the wind with the coldness of the air. Little that i was i knew the delecious taste of an ice-cream and the sweetness of candy floss. But what if you van never felt that anymore ? Love of life can never be counted until you ruin it. Having time to think of the negative ways to think of life was wasteless. We were lighted with bright flash of light to show the roads that we were suppose to head to but most of us was just blinded with some shadows.

A Letter I Wrote For You

" Guess my handwritings are getting worse :| I know how much you're gonna miss me, miss my smile, miss my laughter, miss myself. The moment I knew you, I know I had to help you, you were in some box that I had to get you out off. Way back then, I haven't known you better, until this minute, this second, I guess it had been enough for me to dig your heart. Such a big puzzle of maze I got through you. You are one of a kind, sometimes people can't stand into you, they never understood you. You always needed a guider to get yourself walking, patience to overcome your attitude, a shoulder to cry on, a person by your side. You couldn't live without that. So I've made my choice to be that person in your life, making you to walk on the light. Back then was a whale of a time together, more than happiness that you felt. I would always follow you wherever you want to go as that's what a friend would do. The jokes you made laugh out everyone else, yeah it's always nice to see the smile and laughter on your face. When your days got down, I would try my hardest to bring back the light on your face. Even though it's so hard to make you speak, I would even change the topics as I knew you wouldn't want to tell me. I couldn't leave you crying all alone as I always knew you needed a shoulder to cry on. I would be there for you. The moment you would get mad, yeah you let it all out to me even though I'm not the one that's wrong. I would listen to everything you want to say. When you quite down, I would always ask if you're okay even though I know that you wouldn't tell me. I never minded on any of that as that was what a friend ever wanted from their best friend. I can never make you do something if you hated it, I can never hold you when you're having too much fun when I'm not. I just cared for you, as what a best friend should do. I know what I do to you can never be replied back from you. It can never be done by you. These things that I've done to you was the hardest of friendship could give. The quotes that I said to you, "I would do anything for you", it wasn't just a quote that you can say simply like that. You couldn't give back the same and I don't want you to. Guess I'm going far and hoping you would still see the lights I guided you. Guide it to your own way. I know you're trying to reach that. Every time I talked to you, you couldn't get what I was really trying to tell you. My words are always hiding from the true meaning unless I wrote it in a piece of paper. I hope you find your lesson by knowing me, being there for me, giving me things, I am truly thankful for all the things you gave to me. Guess this maybe a step that you don't want to take and also do I but I really made you be ready to step on this side, the day I left that house and not heading there again, rarely to be with you. I know you felt my lost. I hope you would find a friend out there that is better than me, make some friends out there. You look at me like I don't have that much friend, but they are always there for me because they know that I don't forget any of my friends, they tends to find me. If you feel that you have made too much mistake to me then I would say that you shouldn't feel sorry. Try to guide yourself to corrections, learn from all of your mistakes and don't even repeat them to neither your friends. Where you have been right know is quite far. Where I guided you is too much, I only hope you can do he same to your friends. The suffer that I felt was meant for me for what I've done to my friends before this. I used to say, where there is the moon, there's always the star. The moon is like the guider to the star that's always try to shine the brightest. I hope you could shine when I'm no longer around with you. Sincerely from you friend, Aqmal Risa. "

The 'Labib' Restaurant

Cerita ikod title okeyy, you can do this :D. Sorry aa kalau bahasa tunggang-langgang, i'm not perfect wit BM. Storynye camnii, mummy ketuk pintu bilik, "knock, knock", "who's there?". HAHA, pastu mummy suruh pergi belikan makanan kat bawah. Tibe-tibe muncul awan kat kepala mummy terbayangkan restoran Labib kat bawah rumah tuu.

Mummy punn kate, "Dik, tolong belikan makanan kat bawah. Tahu tak restoran Labib kat bawah sane tuu??"
And I was scratching my head, macam dahh lupa semua name kedai kat bawah rumah, maklumlah, saya nii dah lame ta ronda-ronda Taman Melati nii. Pastu, baru teringat, dulu Lala pernah bagitahu die pernah makan kat restoran Labib tuu. Bawah Pusat Tusyen Uni ape entah :DD
Pastu, mummy sambung, "Alaa, kat bawah hujung sane siked, kau jalan jee nanti jumpalah. Kau belikan Chicken Mandy kat situ tau, before beli call ummi na tahu berape harga die."
And aq punn ambil lah duet and siap-siap na g beli makanan :DDD
(somethingg i must remind, sebenarnye mase mummy kate beli Chicken Mandy tuu, aq ta dengar sangad, ta berape jelas. Sebab pelik namenye)

Aq nii bukannye biase pergi restoran ARAB. So tibalah di restoran LABIB yang menyinarkan cahaya terang benderang. Dan aq mula blur, tatahu na beli ape, sebab ta jelas ape yang mummy suruh beli tuu. So call lah mummy,
"ummi, bende tuh kat luar ke??" mummy kate, "hah, kedai tuu kat luar lah, kat seberang jalan tuu." dan aq mula pelik, aq tanye soalan betul ke??
so aq kate, "tak, makanan tuu kat luar kedai ke?? ape bende name makanan tuu??"
(sebab ape aq cakap camtuu, ade orang arab nii macam tenga potong-potong ayam KEBAB ta silap, ingadkan yang tuu)
mummy punn kate, "CHICKEN MANDY", aq kate, "PANDI??", mummy kate lagi, "MANDY, CHICKEN MANDY", aq kate, "PANDY?".
Then, mummy tanye, "berape harge die??", pastu aq kate, "jubb ehh".
Letak aa phone kat bahu jubb, pergi tanye kat mat arab yang tenga potong kebab ayam tuu.
"Brother! Do you have CHICKEN PANDY??" brother tuu cakap, "What?? Pandy??", and aq mula gelisah, aq list semua, "PANJY, PANGI, PAN..". Pastu brother tuu kate, "MANDY!", and die punn tunjuk aa menu gambar CHICKEN 'MANDY' tuu. Time tuu dahh macam 'HAH??' MANDY??? (Chicken tuu mandi dulu ke sebelum masak??).
So carry on talking to mummy, tengok harge tuu RM17.00, "ummi, harge die RM17, nak ke?".
Mummy punn kate, "Mahalnye, beli satu jelah". (aq punn dahh pelik, kalau beli satu siape jee yang na makan?? mummy jee?). Pastu mummy sambungg, "yang laen beli MCD jee". aq cakap, "okeyokey".
So, pergi lah ke counter LABIB tuu, speaking punye speaking, dapat lah CHICKEN MANDY tuu. And bila dah bayar semua, tuju ke Mac Donald :))
Di situ tengok aa menu semua and tibatiba terfikir na order mcd seperti di dalam video ini, cuba anda lihat.



tetapi, saya mane ade guitar na maenkan lagu Jason Mraz, na order banyak tuu. sekali nyanyi lagu bahasa inggeris, ta rase yang akak kat counter tuu akan faham. HAHA, so, orderlah seperti biase, dan kembali ke rumah untuk menikmati hidangan :)
(Mummy suruh makan Chicken Mandy, aq tanakk sebab aq ta makan bende yang pelik and ta pernah aq makan). Story ENDS :)

Typed by Risa the Heroine

Insane with words :)

Playing with words, sentences, jokes, letters, it's so much fun if you try. It's my style to do it and it's kinda my hobby to do it. Pencil and papers are my bestest friend, even the envelope are :) Some people would get nonsence of my writings especially Jera that sits next to me. When a piece of paper are put on my table and i'm holding my favourite pencil, there i would begin to write anything that comes up in mind. And jera would havva peek, and i would cover it :D then, when it's done i gave it to her to read. Yess, sometimes i just draw something, and i would pass the paper to anybody to just carry on drawingg with me :) It's art we're makingg. I just love doing it so much till i don't ever feel bored in my life ever again :D Havva try lahh :) Lagi satu, FYI i write things secara tersirat not tersurat, maybe you would understand one day.

It's Avril Lavigne

Yes I guess you know her. who doesn't rite??? haha. oke. why is it I'm such a big fan of Avril? Before I tell you that let me introduce her to you. Her name is Avril Lavigne or the real name is Avril Ramona Lavigne (it's so a nice name). She was born on the 27th of September 1984. Hmmm...what else? Well she havva dog called Sam. She was married on the year 2006 with a punk rocker Deryck Whibley from the band SUM 41. Now from updated news I heard their not husband and wife anymore. I don't know wether it's true or not. but I guess its a yes because from the news, I heard Deryck found his other girl and Avril also found her guy. Sad to hear it but what can I do? rite?

How did I know Avril Lavigne? Well the story starts like this. When I was young I really like to watch MTV music. One day, the Skater Boy song by Avril came out on MTV for the first time and the first time I heard it I began to like it. It has a really unik type of music and sound from the track. When the song came up again, I would remember the time and when it repeats again so that the next day I would listen to it again on and on again. I even like the video clip. It's smart. So days by days, I began to search more about her because I wanted to know about her. I listed down all of her albums and songs, I memorize her biodata I would search where would she be each day and I've also got all of her song lyrics of all her album. It's insane but that is what a big fan of her do.

So back to the upper question. Why do I like Avril Lavigne? Is it because she's cute? haha. maybe. But the most I like about Avril Ramona Lavigne is that she has talent on singing very much and I think that she's not just talented but she's excellent in her studies. She also have the bravery and upper spirit to become what she wants to be. From a street singer she's now an artist that performes on stage with lots of fans down there. Can you see what I mean? Well, from all the search I been going through, it give me effort to become a better person. Now what I remind myself every day, every minute, every second when I get up from bed is to become a knownlegdeble person that can rock this world without givin' up.

And that is all for now. Risa The Heroine.